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i really love three-day weekends. but, sometimes when i party too hard and end up spending a day to recover, three-day weekends tend to feel like a normal two-day. i guess, it is better than partying too hard on a normal weekend and having it feel like i have one day off before work starts again.

i woke up nice and early today. i got these gloves and a sweater from my mom for christmas, but they were both too small for me. so, i went over to the mall and returned them. i didn’t really see anything at banana republic that i wanted, so i decided to just look around.

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meh.

VD depresses me. i’m not so sure why. maybe it’s because it’s a painful reminder of all the heartache i’m going through trying to find someone to be with forever, that is assuming i believe in all of that and if i believe in “forever”. i’m not even sure if true love exists. i believe in love. i believe in the love of friends. i believe in the love of family. and i’ve experienced love in relationships. but what is true love? what is that crap even supposed to mean?

one person in all the world chosen to spend the rest of your entire life with? what if you don’t find this “chosen person” until late in your life? sucks for you?

i really want this day to mean something. the romantic inside me is screaming to make it a special day for me and someone else. but it’s just hard to do when you’re single.

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http://www.godtube.com

I am just beside myself right now.